That sad moment when Edmund doesn’t remember what the significance of today is. But guess what, this isn’t the first time its happened. It seems like I’m always the one trying harder, the one that always gets left behind, the one that always gets hurt. What’s new right? It’s been a long long time since I’ve felt truly happy, and I thought that this year would be different. I need something more, someone who will love me through thick and thin, through everything. I’m not an easy person to love, but if you love me back, I promise to love you with 12842346923% of my heart, with no space for anyone else. I know you’re insecure about the way you look, and whatever emotional challenges you are going through, I cannot promise that I will make them go away, but I will promise to lend you my listening ear. But only if you hug me more, kiss me more, touch me more. It’s not easy being me, nothing in life is easy. YAY. I don’t make sense anymore. But if you’re out there reading this, just know that I love you. 

It’s been a long and tiring past week. Sweat, tears and blood, literally, flowed. Nothing comes easy they say, but I think nothing goes easy as well. What comes, comes. But what goes, leaves a scar. Honestly I think I have enough scars to last me a lifetime, and yet, I don’t know when I will stop self inflicting these scars. Emotional scars, physical scars, you name it, I’m sure I have it. I’m not proud of them, but I have to admit they have made me into the person I am today. It hasn’t been easy and I’m not sure if all that was worth it, but I trust that I am alive for a reason. Even if it does feel at times that I was an accident, I pray that the Lord lead me and groom me into the person He has destined for me to be :) 

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